The Slut Wife Files: Cuckold Journal

Welcome to my 'Blog' ... an online journal of married life with a Black Cock Whore. Right now, my wife is out ... she's on a date. Well, at this time, I imagine she's in a Black Man's bed with her legs spread open and his Black dick buried in her ... and I'm here waiting for her to get home; which might be around midnight, or 2:00am or sometime tomorrow. I never ask and she knows I'll be here when she comes in; her hair disheveled, panties soaked - if she has them on - and worn out, her pussy sore and swollen. I'll embrace her, put her to bed and go down on her licking her lover's cum out of her, till she's asleep and wait on her to wake up; at which time we'll resume that same lifestyle that most of you reading this have ... except that in our case, she controls the relationship and in a few days, we'll repeat the scenario or one similar. She'll have a date or invite someone over. I'll help her dress, fix her a drink ... and watch as she leaves with a Black Man or sit quietly at the foot of the bed jerking off while she's fucked long and hard and loud by her Black lover.
"Get me ready Honey, you   know he wants his slut ready and waiting for him."	"That's it wimp, jerk that little white dick while a Real Man fucks me"	"How dare you fuck with me you little white dicked cuckold. I'll kick your ass"

Entry 1
This whole thing started several years ago when I told my wife my fantasy of watching a Black Man fuck her. Along with being shocked, she was actually pissed off and for a very long time told me, "No way"!  We'd always been open with each other and without either of us overtly saying so, we both knew that she was the Dominant force in our marriage.

My wife has always been the Dominant one in our relationship. From the first time we met, her personality overpowered mine and she almost immediately took control of what we did, who we socialized with and where we went.  There was no overt hint of a Dominant/submissive relationship or overtone of her wanting to be in control ... that would come years later; at which time we both realized that a Female Dominant relationship was what we both wanted and needed. We've been married - happily - for many years and while I've always deferred to her, our move to a true Femme Domme lifestyle didn't start until just over 10 years ago. Candy had always been honest with me and let me know that while our sex life was good, my dick was really too small for her. She made it clear during sex that she wanted a big cock but seldom discussed it outside of the bedroom. I knew I was smaller than average (maybe 5" hard) and in the back of my mind, always thought she would take a lover someday. The thing is, even then, I knew I'd not try to stop her.

Then, one night I brought the subject up and she shocked me and told me to set it up ... I was excited that she finally would say this but I also felt a little safe 'cause I was sure she'd never do it.  Three weeks later, a friend of ours named Paul (who happened to be a handsome Black man) was over and unlike any time before, the conversation turned to sex and fantasies. I decided to play a little and put a scare into her and made some comment about her liking Black Men. She shot me a dirty look then glanced over at Paul. I was in the kitchen getting beers and when I came back in, I saw Paul kissing her ... and to my surprise, she was kissing him back. He immediately picked her up, carried her to our bedroom and before I really knew what was happening, they were in our bed. Paul was roughly fingering her and she was spreading herself open for him. Paul fucked my wife three times that night; the first time with me jerking off and watching and the other two, alone after he'd shut me out and locked the door. During the next month, Paul fucked her seven times and with each tryst, his hold became tighter and both she and I wanted it more and more.  Read More

On a Date with a Black Lover:

She says this is for Black Men Only

Entry 16
I spent the better part of the day walking around with a hardon and stopping what I was doing every few minutes to jack off thinking about what she'd said to me before she left; that she might let me have her pussy tonight. I wanted to cum so bad and my balls ached from jerking off but I didn't want to take the chance of missing the feeling of my dick inside her. 5:00, then 6:00 came and went and I had the feeling she'd stopped for a drink - or something else - on her way home and I was going crazy with lust, waiting on her. Around 7:30, I sat down on the couch and was rubbing my dick through my pants when she walked in the door. I could tell something was up by her look ... a little disheveled, hair messed up and her makeup a little smeared. "I'll be upstairs," she said. "Give me a little time then come on up and we'll talk." Dutifully, I waited about 10 minutes then made my way to the bedroom where she was lying on the bed. Her legs were spread wide, cum was running out of her pussy and she simply pointed for me to get between her legs. As soon as my tongue touched her pussy lips, she moaned loudly. "That's it, baby," she whispered. "You know you have to take care of me. I'm so sore ... Am I bruised? I feel like I've been split open ... clean me up real good, baby." As I licked her, tasting some other guy's cum, she told me she'd gone for a drink with a Black salesman that had come into her office and ended up in his hotel room where he fucked her two times. "God," she said. "That feels so good. I promise you can have me honey, just not tonight ... I'm so sore that I think even your little dick would hurt." As she told me about what happened, I licked her clean, reached down and stroked my cock and came in my hand.  Read More

Swollen and Full of a Black Man's Cum

Cleaning Her Pussy Up

Entry 17
"Grow a real cock, honey, and maybe I'll suck you, too!  Oh, sorry can't do that can you?" They were both laughing as she pointed at me sitting there stroking my dick while she was sucking his huge Black cock. "Thank God you came over," she told him. "I needed fucked tonight and I sure wasn't going to get what I needed here ... nothing against you, baby, you know I love you but this is the kind of cock I have to have." He smirked again as she kept up a running commentary about his cock and how good he was in bed and how much of a Black cock whore he'd made her. She knew the effect it had on me, too, and that's why she kept it up ... the more she said, the harder I jerked my dick and the closer I was to cumming. She knew I didn't want to cum before he fucked her either and she was determined that I would. "That's it, baby, maybe if you jerk off enough it'll get bigger ... Oh, sorry can't do that can you?" He laughed again  then pushed her head down on his cock and told her to quit fucking around and take care of him ... and at that moment, I did exactly what she wanted ... came.
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Grow a real cock, honey ...

Sucking Black cock in front of me